The tunnel just seems really crowded and impossible to navigate well.
I know I'll get there...and it will happen quickly. (Too quickly, in fact. I'm getting a little shaky just thinking about the pace of the next few weeks.) And along the way there will be several climactic and joyous moments to celebrate. Just a little worried about the quality of my task completion until then...and hoping there won't be too many horrifying moments of failure to mourn.
Certain things will suffer. I'll have to choose carefully.
I will also have to remind myself several times a day to slow my racing brain and frantic respiration to contemplate what is real.
Christmas is coming. And that Light will be beautiful to celebrate.